Month 7 and 8 went by so fast that I decided to combine the two! Cameron hasn't slowed down long enough for me to sit and write up everything she has been up to recently. Here are some tidbits of her last 2 months and everything she has been up to...
* You are the most content and happy little baby. I thought Alex was laid back but you have given "happy baby" a new definition! No teeth yet so your gummy smile brightens my day every time I come get you in the mornings or come to nurse you at daycare.
* Even though "dada" was your first word, you attempt to say "bye bye momma" when I'm leaving you at daycare. You give me the sweetest grin because you know 'who' momma is even though you don't quite know how to make the word every time you try.
* You are still nursing 3-4 times/day. You love to put your hand on my mouth so I can give you kisses to hold while you nurse. I love these times that I get to spend with you.
* Sleeping through the night is still nonexistant but I really have no complaints. Daddy and I are quite sleep deprived most nights but we wouldn't change those snuggle times with you for anything in the world!
* You think your brother is the funniest thing on this planet. He never fails to make you laugh as hard as you can; even to the point of losing your breath. Your favorite thing to do is get your fingers caught in his curly hair!
* You are showing signs of wanting to "go" but you would much rather jump up and take off running. I don't think you are the bit interested in crawling; you love to hold our hands and walk back and forth instead of attempting to learn to crawl.
* You are absolutely in LOVE with music. You wiggle and dance any time there is a good beat going. I think it's funny how mesmorized you are by "The Itsy Bitsy Spider." Anytime you are upset or fighting sleep, I can just start singing it in a low, quiet voice and you slowly close your eyes and start drifting away.
* You are eating about 3-4 meals/day now while loving yogurt and most fruits. We still have not given you bananas just to make sure we keep your system moving!
We spent Thanksgiving at Mimi and Pop's house in Georgia where you loved the puppy dogs! It was a great time with family as you continue to amaze us every single day.
I have started allowing some pink to slip into your wardrobe every once in a while. I'm not going to lie, I really hope that pink doesn't turn out to be your favorite color but if it does, then I will support you in whatever makes you happy!
I can't put into words the amount of joy you bring to our family. We are so blessed to have such a healthy and happy little lady! I don't want you to grow up yet but I'm so excited to see how you continue to change in the upcoming months! We love you and brother with all our hearts!
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
Wednesday, October 31, 2012
Family visiting!!! 10-20-12
We had family in town for Cameron's dedication and enjoyed a day at the pumpkin patch with them. We loved having my mom, dad, sister, niece, Matt's mom, Matt's stepdad, and our nephew visiting for the weekend. Here are some pics of the good times!!!
Yeah, you try to get 3 toddlers to all look at the camera at the same time! Alex, Avery, and JR!
Well, I finally got at least 2 of them!
Alex LOVED feeding the goats! We were cheap and just fed them grass instead of buying the food.
Avery feeding the goats...
JR taking his turn feeding the goats!
More goat feeding!!!
Avery and Alex watching the really big bunny!
Avery as a pumpkin head!
I LOVE that JR's face fits right in with the other pumpkin faces!
The girls...love their sweetness!
She is definitely our "blessing"
JR and Pops playing in the trees!
Love her...she's always making me laugh!
Wagon ride!
Yes, he spotted this tractor tucked away under a shelf from a mile away, so we drug it out and he LOVED it!!!
Avery's turn on the tractor!
Pops pushing JR on the tractor since he couldn't reach the pedals!
Cameron's Dedication 10-21-12
I can't put into words how blessed we feel to have a church family to help guide and support us in our commitment to raise Cameron (and Alex) in a home that follows Christ. Our daily prayer is that one day our children will accept Christ as their Lord and Savior and make the personal commitment to follow him. We also got to witness the baptism of our friend's daughter, Marlee Mayhew, on this same day which was a full circle for them as they made this same dedication commitment when she was just a baby.
When speaking of "dedication" with friends, many have asked what is the difference than "baptizing" at that age. I wish this is where I could insert Bro. Mark's sermon from a few weeks ago but I will do my best to explain how the Bible describes baptism.
Dedication is a time used for parents to outwardly and verbally make a commitment to raise our child in a Godly home and the church makes the commitment to the parents to be there for support and encouragement. The act of Baptism is performed only after someone has made the personal commitment to be a follower of Jesus Christ and is saved by accepting Christ into their heart. Being saved can happen at any point in your life and therefore baptism is performed as an outward expression of what has already happened on the inside.
We were thankful to have our families here to share in such a special day and also being able to stand on stage and make this commitment with friends and their children. My mom, dad, sister, niece, and Matt's mom, dad, and nephew were all able to be there during this special time. Alex was able to sit in the congregation with them and while he doesn't understand yet what was happening, we will be able to one day explain it all to both him and Cameron.
When speaking of "dedication" with friends, many have asked what is the difference than "baptizing" at that age. I wish this is where I could insert Bro. Mark's sermon from a few weeks ago but I will do my best to explain how the Bible describes baptism.
Dedication is a time used for parents to outwardly and verbally make a commitment to raise our child in a Godly home and the church makes the commitment to the parents to be there for support and encouragement. The act of Baptism is performed only after someone has made the personal commitment to be a follower of Jesus Christ and is saved by accepting Christ into their heart. Being saved can happen at any point in your life and therefore baptism is performed as an outward expression of what has already happened on the inside.
We were thankful to have our families here to share in such a special day and also being able to stand on stage and make this commitment with friends and their children. My mom, dad, sister, niece, and Matt's mom, dad, and nephew were all able to be there during this special time. Alex was able to sit in the congregation with them and while he doesn't understand yet what was happening, we will be able to one day explain it all to both him and Cameron.
Cameron's information slide.
Cameron was talking to everyone and was just so happy! Telling everyone about Jesus!
All the babies that we dedicated with including our close friends, Charli Bandermann, Emily Bowen, Cooper Barb, and Mercy Grace Stephens!
Brunch at O'Charley's following the service!
Playtime with G-mom at brunch!
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
6 months already...need you to slow down!!!
Well, after trying to catch up a couple of weeks ago, little lady has kept us busy with her continued changes. Here are a few things you have been up to:
* You are sitting like a pro! You went from not wanting anything to do with sitting to no wobbles in a matter of 2 days.
* You LIGHT UP whenever you see brother. You get the biggest gummie grin on your face and then start kicking and squeeling until he comes over and gives you a kiss. You are the 1st or 2nd person Alex looks for in the mornings, usually after he is looking for daddy.
* You have started trying to "hug" and "kiss" when I pick you up from daycare. It's like you get so happy to see me and it just melts my heart more than you will ever know!
* You have started take 2-6 oz bottles at daycare. The 5 ounces just weren't enough to satisfy you.
* We love playing with your thunder thighs which is the perfect sign that you are mine and daddy's baby girl! You definitely get those honestly...
* We have kept you pretty consistent with your foods since you are still loving to nurse...apples, pears, peaches, prune-apples, and sweet potatoes!
* You still enjoy a feeding in the early morning hours. I usually take this time to just stare at you in amazement... I feel SO blessed to have a daughter and sometimes I just take a few moments to thank the Lord for you and Alex!
Words will never be able to express what you mean to us and the amount of joy you have brought to our lives. We LOVE you SO MUCH!!!
* You are sitting like a pro! You went from not wanting anything to do with sitting to no wobbles in a matter of 2 days.
* You LIGHT UP whenever you see brother. You get the biggest gummie grin on your face and then start kicking and squeeling until he comes over and gives you a kiss. You are the 1st or 2nd person Alex looks for in the mornings, usually after he is looking for daddy.
* You have started trying to "hug" and "kiss" when I pick you up from daycare. It's like you get so happy to see me and it just melts my heart more than you will ever know!
* You have started take 2-6 oz bottles at daycare. The 5 ounces just weren't enough to satisfy you.
* We love playing with your thunder thighs which is the perfect sign that you are mine and daddy's baby girl! You definitely get those honestly...
* We have kept you pretty consistent with your foods since you are still loving to nurse...apples, pears, peaches, prune-apples, and sweet potatoes!
* You still enjoy a feeding in the early morning hours. I usually take this time to just stare at you in amazement... I feel SO blessed to have a daughter and sometimes I just take a few moments to thank the Lord for you and Alex!
Words will never be able to express what you mean to us and the amount of joy you have brought to our lives. We LOVE you SO MUCH!!!
Aunt Loz and Uncle Kyle's wedding!
Smilin' with daddy!
Playin' with your feet...which you LOVE to do and also suck on your toes!!!
One of MANY kisses from brother!
Ready to eat...
Your free-going personality and love to smile attitude lights up our life in so many ways! I don't want you to grow up so fast but I'm excited to see what the next month brings!
LOVE you our "LITTLE LADY"
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Sunday, September 30, 2012
Where to begin...???
Poor Little Cameron...she is going to look at these posts one day and wonder why I haven't written all about her through her first 6 months of life like I did with Alex. Well, here is my attempt to catch up:
I can't put into words the joy, love, and completeness I have felt the past 6 months. Along with all of those feelings has come challenges and struggles that having 2 little ones to care for brings. There have definitely been more ups than downs and I feel so blessed to have a happy and healthy family.
Cameron is now 5 1/2 months old and here are a few tidbits about her and our family:
* You are the best smiler...your gummy smiles light up the room and you can put a smile on anyone's face!
* You know who mommy, daddy, and big brother are!
* You have the sweetest giggles and Alex never fails to make you laugh.
* Your personality is really starting to shine...you are extremely laid back like Alex was but you've been a good bit more stubborn with trying to figure out a schedule (more on that later).
* August 6th - rolled from belly to back for the first time!!!
* You were 10lbs 11oz and 22.75in at 2 month doctor visit and 14lbs 1.5oz and 25in at your 4 mo visit. It's hard to believe you are growing so fast. We love to squeeze your chunky little thighs only because Alex never had thick of anything. You are in the 50-70% range for weight and height and we are loving every bit of you!
* You started sitting just a few days past your 5mo birthday... This was hard for me to believe cause Alex sat at 6mo and we were told that was early.
* You love your nuknuk when you are tired but really have no desire to suck on it otherwise.
* You are quit the cooer and love making noises and squeels.
* G-mom made you a red and black googoo to go along with the ladybug theme of your bedroom. You absolutely love snuggling with it, sucking on it, and covering up your face with it when you're tired. It goes everywhere with us and you even have a 2nd one that stays at daycare.
* You are very attentive to everything around you, especially Marley and Alex...you watch them and want to know what they are up to at all times.
* Your schedule has just now become 4 hours. You started on a 2.5 hour schedule and then went to 3 hours and then back down to 2 hours and back up to 3 hours...phew, I'm exhausted!!! We have always had you eat-play-sleep but this is the first week we put you on an actual 4 hour schedule. It has helped with you sleeping from 8:30pm-5:00am more consistently. Now we will try to stretch that 5:00am feeding out to 7:00am.
* You have started eating food like apples, pears, peaches, sweet potatos, green peas, and squash. Your favorite are the fruits (of course) but you don't mind the veggies either.
* You like to stress me out with your pooping schedule...or lack thereof! The doctor said to start with apples and pears to assist and they have helped for the most part!
* You are still nursing and loving breastmilk. You nurse 1/2 a feeding at 5:00am and then the other 1/2 at 7:00am, fruit at 8:00am, nap 9-11 (even though you don't always sleep the whole time, 5oz bottle at 11:00, fruit at 12:00, nap 1-3, 5oz bottle at 3:00pm, veggie at 4:00, nap 5-7, nurse at 7:00pm, and then sometimes you get veggie at 8:00 but most of the time you are getting too tired and just rather hang out in your swing!
* We have made 2 trips to GA (for JR's birthday and for Laura's wedding) and 2 to Louisiana (meet grandparents and Papa's 65th birthday).
* G-mom and G-papa stayed the week after your birth and Mimi came for week #2! This was great help and gave us time to get settled as a family of 4!!!
* G-mom and Papa have come to visit a few times. They have just left after being here for 4 days while daddy is in Swaziland! This visit is when you really bonded with Papa. You loved laughing at him and sitting on his belly...great times!!!
* You have been a great little traveler and love it when Alex talks to you from his carseat.
* You are doing great at daycare and Mrs. Christy brags on you ALL the time. She also helps you paint and says you love it when she sings "the Itsy Bitsy Spider."
I believe that is all for now...
I will attempt to do better at keeping updates but I just rather spend the time playing with you and big brother instead of being on the computer!!!
You have brought so much joy to our lives. Daddy and I feel so blessed to have you and big brother as our little miracles sent from above!!!
I can't put into words the joy, love, and completeness I have felt the past 6 months. Along with all of those feelings has come challenges and struggles that having 2 little ones to care for brings. There have definitely been more ups than downs and I feel so blessed to have a happy and healthy family.
Cameron is now 5 1/2 months old and here are a few tidbits about her and our family:
* You are the best smiler...your gummy smiles light up the room and you can put a smile on anyone's face!
* You know who mommy, daddy, and big brother are!
* You have the sweetest giggles and Alex never fails to make you laugh.
* Your personality is really starting to shine...you are extremely laid back like Alex was but you've been a good bit more stubborn with trying to figure out a schedule (more on that later).
* August 6th - rolled from belly to back for the first time!!!
* You were 10lbs 11oz and 22.75in at 2 month doctor visit and 14lbs 1.5oz and 25in at your 4 mo visit. It's hard to believe you are growing so fast. We love to squeeze your chunky little thighs only because Alex never had thick of anything. You are in the 50-70% range for weight and height and we are loving every bit of you!
* You started sitting just a few days past your 5mo birthday... This was hard for me to believe cause Alex sat at 6mo and we were told that was early.
* You love your nuknuk when you are tired but really have no desire to suck on it otherwise.
* You are quit the cooer and love making noises and squeels.
* G-mom made you a red and black googoo to go along with the ladybug theme of your bedroom. You absolutely love snuggling with it, sucking on it, and covering up your face with it when you're tired. It goes everywhere with us and you even have a 2nd one that stays at daycare.
* You are very attentive to everything around you, especially Marley and Alex...you watch them and want to know what they are up to at all times.
* Your schedule has just now become 4 hours. You started on a 2.5 hour schedule and then went to 3 hours and then back down to 2 hours and back up to 3 hours...phew, I'm exhausted!!! We have always had you eat-play-sleep but this is the first week we put you on an actual 4 hour schedule. It has helped with you sleeping from 8:30pm-5:00am more consistently. Now we will try to stretch that 5:00am feeding out to 7:00am.
* You have started eating food like apples, pears, peaches, sweet potatos, green peas, and squash. Your favorite are the fruits (of course) but you don't mind the veggies either.
* You like to stress me out with your pooping schedule...or lack thereof! The doctor said to start with apples and pears to assist and they have helped for the most part!
* You are still nursing and loving breastmilk. You nurse 1/2 a feeding at 5:00am and then the other 1/2 at 7:00am, fruit at 8:00am, nap 9-11 (even though you don't always sleep the whole time, 5oz bottle at 11:00, fruit at 12:00, nap 1-3, 5oz bottle at 3:00pm, veggie at 4:00, nap 5-7, nurse at 7:00pm, and then sometimes you get veggie at 8:00 but most of the time you are getting too tired and just rather hang out in your swing!
* We have made 2 trips to GA (for JR's birthday and for Laura's wedding) and 2 to Louisiana (meet grandparents and Papa's 65th birthday).
* G-mom and G-papa stayed the week after your birth and Mimi came for week #2! This was great help and gave us time to get settled as a family of 4!!!
* G-mom and Papa have come to visit a few times. They have just left after being here for 4 days while daddy is in Swaziland! This visit is when you really bonded with Papa. You loved laughing at him and sitting on his belly...great times!!!
* You have been a great little traveler and love it when Alex talks to you from his carseat.
* You are doing great at daycare and Mrs. Christy brags on you ALL the time. She also helps you paint and says you love it when she sings "the Itsy Bitsy Spider."
I believe that is all for now...
I will attempt to do better at keeping updates but I just rather spend the time playing with you and big brother instead of being on the computer!!!
You have brought so much joy to our lives. Daddy and I feel so blessed to have you and big brother as our little miracles sent from above!!!
Thursday, June 28, 2012
Birth Story - Cameron (post 3)
Deep breath...
There were 2 nurses there helping us get set-up and it was brought up that I really wanted a VBAC but we had not gone into labor yet. Normal conversation continued as I was hooked up to the heart rate and contraction monitors. All of a sudden, both nurses got quiet...this gave me a moment of panic until I realized they were talking about the contractions and not the heart rate. One of them asked if I was feeling the contractions and I stated the same as the day before, "yes, but nothing painful" as I was talking through one at that moment. One of the nurses then said, "well these are some pretty big contractions are you sure you aren't in labor?" I said that I didn't think I was but she asked if she could check me anyways to see if we had made progress from the day before. On Thursday, I had been at almost a 3 but the baby was still very high. After the nurse checked, I was already at a 4 and she could feel the baby's head... She asked if I wanted her to call the doctor to see if I could try to VBAC and of course, I said, "YES!"
When she left the room, I asked Matt if he was ok with this decision and he said that if it was what I wanted then he would support me through it (tears!). She came back and the doctor was all for me going for it so that's how the day began... I had to roll around on this egg-shaped ball to get Cameron to drop some more but I don't think I stopped smiling...until the contractions started coming pretty regular!!!
At around 10am, the doctor came by and she was excited that all was rolling along. She had me move rooms so that we could be closer to the operating room in case anything happened during labor and/or delivery with my previous c/s scar. I would then be able to move back to this room once delivery and recovery were over.
Around lunch, I decided to get an epidural though I had much hesitation because of the issues I had before with Alex's labor. I knew I wasn't going to try to be hero woman so once I reached 5cm, Matt and I felt it would be a good time to get it and then I could rest a little while. And I did though I could still feel the pressure of the contractions and how strong they were getting. I can't lie...I actually enjoyed these moments because they were painfree and I felt my body was doing what it was supposed to do. I had gone into labor naturally...GOD is amazing!!!
At approximately 3pm, we were fully dilated but she needed to drop a little bit more before pushing so I got up on my knees in the bed and did lots of pelvic rocking (this is quite interesting when you can barely feel your lower half). She made her way down and at 3:32, the nurse had me push through 1 contraction...she quickly yelled to stop and that she was calling the doctor to come on. I sat through a couple of contractions until the doctor showed up. The doctor told me to go for it so in about 4 pushes, I felt the head come through...my eyes started filling up with tears. After Alex, I never thought I was going to get to experience this feeling. She then suctioned Cameron and 3 pushes later I felt the shoulders slide out. I cannot say enough about the amazing coach Matt was for me. He kept watch on me the whole time and encouraged me through the entire thing. I can't put into words the emotions I felt immediately following as Matt and I just looked at each other and he said to me, "you did it and I'm so proud of you." And the feeling was mutual as I then watched him cut the cord...emotion just overtook me. I don't know how long it was but I just remember praying to God and thanking Him for being in control of the situation. The doctor checked my incision and there were no issues as Matt was with Cameron in the warmer table as she was weighed and measured. I remember asking him if she had all her fingers and toes and he said yes!
As I have now written all this down, I know there are moments I couldn't put into words, moments that I didn't explain very well, and moments that will never be forgotten. I can't express in words all the emotions I felt leading up to the delivery and during the delivery; all the conversations that Matt and I had, all of the doubts, all of the prayers, and all of the tears. So many people deserve the credit of encouraging me to go for what I wanted and I will forever be grateful to all of you!
Mostly, I am forever grateful to our one amazing true GOD...He deserves all of the credit as Cameron is here, safe and sound, and was delivered according to His plan. I told myself that His plan is always perfect...and she is living proof!!!
There were 2 nurses there helping us get set-up and it was brought up that I really wanted a VBAC but we had not gone into labor yet. Normal conversation continued as I was hooked up to the heart rate and contraction monitors. All of a sudden, both nurses got quiet...this gave me a moment of panic until I realized they were talking about the contractions and not the heart rate. One of them asked if I was feeling the contractions and I stated the same as the day before, "yes, but nothing painful" as I was talking through one at that moment. One of the nurses then said, "well these are some pretty big contractions are you sure you aren't in labor?" I said that I didn't think I was but she asked if she could check me anyways to see if we had made progress from the day before. On Thursday, I had been at almost a 3 but the baby was still very high. After the nurse checked, I was already at a 4 and she could feel the baby's head... She asked if I wanted her to call the doctor to see if I could try to VBAC and of course, I said, "YES!"
When she left the room, I asked Matt if he was ok with this decision and he said that if it was what I wanted then he would support me through it (tears!). She came back and the doctor was all for me going for it so that's how the day began... I had to roll around on this egg-shaped ball to get Cameron to drop some more but I don't think I stopped smiling...until the contractions started coming pretty regular!!!
At around 10am, the doctor came by and she was excited that all was rolling along. She had me move rooms so that we could be closer to the operating room in case anything happened during labor and/or delivery with my previous c/s scar. I would then be able to move back to this room once delivery and recovery were over.
Around lunch, I decided to get an epidural though I had much hesitation because of the issues I had before with Alex's labor. I knew I wasn't going to try to be hero woman so once I reached 5cm, Matt and I felt it would be a good time to get it and then I could rest a little while. And I did though I could still feel the pressure of the contractions and how strong they were getting. I can't lie...I actually enjoyed these moments because they were painfree and I felt my body was doing what it was supposed to do. I had gone into labor naturally...GOD is amazing!!!
At approximately 3pm, we were fully dilated but she needed to drop a little bit more before pushing so I got up on my knees in the bed and did lots of pelvic rocking (this is quite interesting when you can barely feel your lower half). She made her way down and at 3:32, the nurse had me push through 1 contraction...she quickly yelled to stop and that she was calling the doctor to come on. I sat through a couple of contractions until the doctor showed up. The doctor told me to go for it so in about 4 pushes, I felt the head come through...my eyes started filling up with tears. After Alex, I never thought I was going to get to experience this feeling. She then suctioned Cameron and 3 pushes later I felt the shoulders slide out. I cannot say enough about the amazing coach Matt was for me. He kept watch on me the whole time and encouraged me through the entire thing. I can't put into words the emotions I felt immediately following as Matt and I just looked at each other and he said to me, "you did it and I'm so proud of you." And the feeling was mutual as I then watched him cut the cord...emotion just overtook me. I don't know how long it was but I just remember praying to God and thanking Him for being in control of the situation. The doctor checked my incision and there were no issues as Matt was with Cameron in the warmer table as she was weighed and measured. I remember asking him if she had all her fingers and toes and he said yes!
As I have now written all this down, I know there are moments I couldn't put into words, moments that I didn't explain very well, and moments that will never be forgotten. I can't express in words all the emotions I felt leading up to the delivery and during the delivery; all the conversations that Matt and I had, all of the doubts, all of the prayers, and all of the tears. So many people deserve the credit of encouraging me to go for what I wanted and I will forever be grateful to all of you!
Mostly, I am forever grateful to our one amazing true GOD...He deserves all of the credit as Cameron is here, safe and sound, and was delivered according to His plan. I told myself that His plan is always perfect...and she is living proof!!!
Cameron immediately after delivery
Mommy and Daddy snuggled with Cameron...
Big brother checking in on little sister!
Birth Story - Cameron (post 2)
So this is leading up to due date:
It all began on Thursday, March 29th - My doctor's visit turned into me having an ultrasound because the doctor was not sure if she was breech or not plus my blood pressure was acting a little crazy. She stated that she thought the baby was so long and she couldn't tell if it was the butt or head at the bottom because she was folded in half. This is what began the discussion of "do we want to schedule a c-section."
The doctor did not seem to think there was any concern once she realized that Cameron was head down but she was not agreeable to me traveling to NCAA Regionals the following weekend. There were minimal hospitals between here and there and even less that would be capable of handling a VBAC situation. So I spent the next week stressing about that and realized that I couldn't change the situation so I did what I could to enjoy the moments...
Then came Saturday, April 7th when the realization that we were 1 week from due date started to hit me. Up til then, I had been so engrossed with the season that the day was approaching quickly without me really noticing. Other than the minor panic on March 29th, the pregnancy had gone very well and we were doing great. I had started progressing and the contractions were getting more frequent with a few strong ones here and there. I still not feel that these were true labor contractions so a fear set in that the baby was not going to come on her own. (don't ask me why I felt this, I just did)
After a long talk with Matt, we decided we would call the doctor on Monday morning and schedule a c-section for Friday morning (due date) unless we went into to labor earlier than that. Here is where I wanted to start controlling everything... God had a sense of humor and he let me think that I was until I had daily arguments with myself over what to do. I wanted to know all was going to be ok but I wanted a VBAC but our families were from out of town and they could get here but I wanted a VBAC but Matt thought a c-section would be fine but...etc, etc, etc!!! I don't know if I ever stopped crying that week...I didn't know what the right decision was but I couldn't make a decision either. I spoke to some of my friends and you were all so amazing in trying to help me cope with the decision. I just had a feeling that I was quiting on something that I had wanted for so long... The poor nurse at the doctor's office was amazing as I spoke to her multiple times each day just trying to figure out what to do. Finally on Wednesday, I think she had heard from me enough where she said she thinks I should sit down with the doctor and discuss with her my emotions and thoughts. So on Thursday (day before due date and scheduled c-section), Matt and I went to see the doctor. I needed to hear that I was making the right decision. After a long talk with the doctor, she said there was not right/wrong decision but that after checking everything, she would only give me through the weekend to go into natural labor and if it didn't happen then she would c/s on Monday. She hooked us up to a non-stress test so she could see exactly what kind of activity I was having...well, her comment was "do you feel these?" I said "yes but nothing painful." She said, "wow, ok, well there is definitely some activity." She then stated to come visit her on Monday morning if nothing happened over the weekend and we would go from there.
Matt and I then sat in the room and talked and still felt it was best for us to keep the c/s for tomorrow morning for multiple reasons: 1. family was coming already, 2. Friday the 13th baby would be the same as me, 3. weekend to recover before family had to leave, 4. baby was getting long, 5. Matt wouldn't have to watch me in pain, 6. etc...the list could go on and on!!!
So, here we were...5:45am on due date (Friday, April 13th). We were walking out the door as we were supposed to be at the hospital at 6:00am for check-in and c/s at 8:00am. Nothing changed that morning other than excitement, anxiety, and all the emotions that come along with the situation. As we were driving to the hospital, I realized that I had not been listening to God that week. He was weighing heavy on my heart and just felt the immediate need to talk with him but since I was still crying and couldn't talk without tears, I asked Matt if he would pray. We stopped at a green light at the intersection of Mt. Auburn and Independance...and prayed! We prayed that God be in control and that he would give us peace with the situation and whatever happened that day. Looking back, I can say that I felt immediately relief, that the decision was no longer mine and He had truly taken the situation out of my hands...I didn't cry another tear prior to delivery.
We arrive at the hospital, get checked in, go up to labor and delivery, and get assigned a room...we immediately realize it was the exact same room where we were with Alex during his birth (coincidence?)...I think not!!! Then, low and behold, we had the same nurse hooking up to the monitors as well...I truly felt these were all signs that God was telling me to relax and He had taken over! AND BOY HAD HE... (check out post 3 for more...)
It all began on Thursday, March 29th - My doctor's visit turned into me having an ultrasound because the doctor was not sure if she was breech or not plus my blood pressure was acting a little crazy. She stated that she thought the baby was so long and she couldn't tell if it was the butt or head at the bottom because she was folded in half. This is what began the discussion of "do we want to schedule a c-section."
The doctor did not seem to think there was any concern once she realized that Cameron was head down but she was not agreeable to me traveling to NCAA Regionals the following weekend. There were minimal hospitals between here and there and even less that would be capable of handling a VBAC situation. So I spent the next week stressing about that and realized that I couldn't change the situation so I did what I could to enjoy the moments...
Then came Saturday, April 7th when the realization that we were 1 week from due date started to hit me. Up til then, I had been so engrossed with the season that the day was approaching quickly without me really noticing. Other than the minor panic on March 29th, the pregnancy had gone very well and we were doing great. I had started progressing and the contractions were getting more frequent with a few strong ones here and there. I still not feel that these were true labor contractions so a fear set in that the baby was not going to come on her own. (don't ask me why I felt this, I just did)
After a long talk with Matt, we decided we would call the doctor on Monday morning and schedule a c-section for Friday morning (due date) unless we went into to labor earlier than that. Here is where I wanted to start controlling everything... God had a sense of humor and he let me think that I was until I had daily arguments with myself over what to do. I wanted to know all was going to be ok but I wanted a VBAC but our families were from out of town and they could get here but I wanted a VBAC but Matt thought a c-section would be fine but...etc, etc, etc!!! I don't know if I ever stopped crying that week...I didn't know what the right decision was but I couldn't make a decision either. I spoke to some of my friends and you were all so amazing in trying to help me cope with the decision. I just had a feeling that I was quiting on something that I had wanted for so long... The poor nurse at the doctor's office was amazing as I spoke to her multiple times each day just trying to figure out what to do. Finally on Wednesday, I think she had heard from me enough where she said she thinks I should sit down with the doctor and discuss with her my emotions and thoughts. So on Thursday (day before due date and scheduled c-section), Matt and I went to see the doctor. I needed to hear that I was making the right decision. After a long talk with the doctor, she said there was not right/wrong decision but that after checking everything, she would only give me through the weekend to go into natural labor and if it didn't happen then she would c/s on Monday. She hooked us up to a non-stress test so she could see exactly what kind of activity I was having...well, her comment was "do you feel these?" I said "yes but nothing painful." She said, "wow, ok, well there is definitely some activity." She then stated to come visit her on Monday morning if nothing happened over the weekend and we would go from there.
Matt and I then sat in the room and talked and still felt it was best for us to keep the c/s for tomorrow morning for multiple reasons: 1. family was coming already, 2. Friday the 13th baby would be the same as me, 3. weekend to recover before family had to leave, 4. baby was getting long, 5. Matt wouldn't have to watch me in pain, 6. etc...the list could go on and on!!!
So, here we were...5:45am on due date (Friday, April 13th). We were walking out the door as we were supposed to be at the hospital at 6:00am for check-in and c/s at 8:00am. Nothing changed that morning other than excitement, anxiety, and all the emotions that come along with the situation. As we were driving to the hospital, I realized that I had not been listening to God that week. He was weighing heavy on my heart and just felt the immediate need to talk with him but since I was still crying and couldn't talk without tears, I asked Matt if he would pray. We stopped at a green light at the intersection of Mt. Auburn and Independance...and prayed! We prayed that God be in control and that he would give us peace with the situation and whatever happened that day. Looking back, I can say that I felt immediately relief, that the decision was no longer mine and He had truly taken the situation out of my hands...I didn't cry another tear prior to delivery.
We arrive at the hospital, get checked in, go up to labor and delivery, and get assigned a room...we immediately realize it was the exact same room where we were with Alex during his birth (coincidence?)...I think not!!! Then, low and behold, we had the same nurse hooking up to the monitors as well...I truly felt these were all signs that God was telling me to relax and He had taken over! AND BOY HAD HE... (check out post 3 for more...)
Birth Story - Cameron (post 1)
Well, on Friday, April 13th, Matt and I welcomed little one #2 to our family. Cameron Auburn Ewasko was born at 3:49pm and was 7lbs 7.7oz and 20.75in. She was born healthy, with dark hair just like her brother. Many people have asked about my journey since Cameron was born via VBAC (vaginal birth after cesarean), so I decided to blog it on here so I could share my story with those that would like to read about it! (I will apologize in advance for the long story but I felt it necessary to include the days leading up and the emotional rollercoaster we went on.)
Background: February 19, 2010 - induction started at 6:00am, received epidural around lunch at 5cm. The epi took 4 attempts before getting it into the proper spot only for it to drift to my left leg only a few hours later (not fun!). At 8:00pm we were ready to start pushing...the nurse had a bet with another nurse that we would deliver before her patient did who started pushing at the same time. Little did we know that Alex had his own agenda. Not long after my epi transferred to my left leg, I developed a hot spot over my right hip. They explained that this was Alex laying on a nerve (not fun again!). By now, I was feeling EVERYTHING, including the hot spot so I thought I would bear down and get the job done...well, didn't happen that way. Two hours later after pushing on my back, on my side, and every which way, the nurse discovered that even though she could feel Alex's head, he was stuck at my pubic bone. She explained that I wasn't going to be able to push him out and she wasn't able to push him back in to turn. So off we go to the operating room... At 11:05pm, Stephen Alexander was born 6lbs 15oz and 21in long. He was healthy, all fingers and toes, with dark hair.
Fast forward 18 months...
Matt and I discover that we are pregnant with baby #2! After delivery with Alex, I mentioned multiple times to Matt that I wish I could have delivered him vaginally. It was something I always wanted to do but realized maybe my body wasn't able to. I didn't quite comprehend this as I know God made our bodies to birth children. After some insurance changes, I had to move doctors. This wasn't what I wanted to do but quickly realized there was a higher power in control!!!
At my first doctor's appointment, I mentioned to the new doctor about wanting a VBAC but I had been told that I wasn't going to be able to. She then informed me that she does allow VBACs for the right candidates and that Southeast Hospital would allow them under her supervision. I probably smiled so big that my lips went ear to ear...but this option then opened up LOTS of discussion between Matt and I and also us with the doctor. Matt was all for just scheduling a c-section, go in, have the baby, etc. He was not in favor of seeing me in pain again while pushing with having the fear of the same issue as before. The doctor did tell me that she would not allow an induction because of the higher risk after a c-section and that I didn't need to decide what we were going to do until the very last minute. This sparked LOTS of conversations between Matt and I, with our family and friends. I just felt that this is what I was supposed to do and that we would leave it in God's hands...until the week before...
(read post 2 for the rest of the story)!!!
Background: February 19, 2010 - induction started at 6:00am, received epidural around lunch at 5cm. The epi took 4 attempts before getting it into the proper spot only for it to drift to my left leg only a few hours later (not fun!). At 8:00pm we were ready to start pushing...the nurse had a bet with another nurse that we would deliver before her patient did who started pushing at the same time. Little did we know that Alex had his own agenda. Not long after my epi transferred to my left leg, I developed a hot spot over my right hip. They explained that this was Alex laying on a nerve (not fun again!). By now, I was feeling EVERYTHING, including the hot spot so I thought I would bear down and get the job done...well, didn't happen that way. Two hours later after pushing on my back, on my side, and every which way, the nurse discovered that even though she could feel Alex's head, he was stuck at my pubic bone. She explained that I wasn't going to be able to push him out and she wasn't able to push him back in to turn. So off we go to the operating room... At 11:05pm, Stephen Alexander was born 6lbs 15oz and 21in long. He was healthy, all fingers and toes, with dark hair.
Fast forward 18 months...
Matt and I discover that we are pregnant with baby #2! After delivery with Alex, I mentioned multiple times to Matt that I wish I could have delivered him vaginally. It was something I always wanted to do but realized maybe my body wasn't able to. I didn't quite comprehend this as I know God made our bodies to birth children. After some insurance changes, I had to move doctors. This wasn't what I wanted to do but quickly realized there was a higher power in control!!!
At my first doctor's appointment, I mentioned to the new doctor about wanting a VBAC but I had been told that I wasn't going to be able to. She then informed me that she does allow VBACs for the right candidates and that Southeast Hospital would allow them under her supervision. I probably smiled so big that my lips went ear to ear...but this option then opened up LOTS of discussion between Matt and I and also us with the doctor. Matt was all for just scheduling a c-section, go in, have the baby, etc. He was not in favor of seeing me in pain again while pushing with having the fear of the same issue as before. The doctor did tell me that she would not allow an induction because of the higher risk after a c-section and that I didn't need to decide what we were going to do until the very last minute. This sparked LOTS of conversations between Matt and I, with our family and friends. I just felt that this is what I was supposed to do and that we would leave it in God's hands...until the week before...
(read post 2 for the rest of the story)!!!
Day after Alex was born...
This is how I told Matt that we were pregnant!
Monday, February 13, 2012
Back together again....
LOVE HIM!!! Words can't describe how happy I was to finally see my little man again but it took only about 10 seconds until he saw dada and went running full speed with his arms wide open. I won't complain because it melted my heart to see him so happy to see his dada!!!
I can't say he was as happy to see me but that's ok because he spent the rest of the evening wanting G-mom, he even spent the night in the bed with her. I was thrilled to let him do this because I know my mom was needing just a little bit more time with him. We spent the next morning playing in the hotel before going to grab some brunch. Brunch was great especially since Alex slept the whole time in G-mom's lap and she was able to get about an hour of last-minute loving and snuggling with him.
I know it was hard on them to leave but I now know that I can survive (sort of) for him to go spend such precious time with his granparents in the future.
I can't say that I knew a mother's love for her child until the child is not at arms reach every single day. I have taken moments for granted but now I know just to enjoy whatever time I can with him. He is the only little man in my life that makes me feel so complete.
All smiles...
I can't say he was as happy to see me but that's ok because he spent the rest of the evening wanting G-mom, he even spent the night in the bed with her. I was thrilled to let him do this because I know my mom was needing just a little bit more time with him. We spent the next morning playing in the hotel before going to grab some brunch. Brunch was great especially since Alex slept the whole time in G-mom's lap and she was able to get about an hour of last-minute loving and snuggling with him.
I know it was hard on them to leave but I now know that I can survive (sort of) for him to go spend such precious time with his granparents in the future.
I can't say that I knew a mother's love for her child until the child is not at arms reach every single day. I have taken moments for granted but now I know just to enjoy whatever time I can with him. He is the only little man in my life that makes me feel so complete.
All smiles...
The Count Down...only a few more hours to go:
I sit on the bus back to Cape from a competition in Oklahoma City. My thoughts range from excitement to overjoyed to anxiousness but yet I get a feeling of sadness. Sadness for my mom and the emotions she has been struggling with today about it being her last day to spend every waking, and sleeping, moment focused on my little man. It was 9 days ago where the emotions were on the other end…she couldn’t wait to get her hands on Alex and I wanted that trip to Tunica to last forever so I didn’t have to hand him over.
I sit with quiet tears rolling down my cheeks out of anticipation for the first time to see him. Will he run to me? Will he want to stay with G-mom and G-papa? Will he say, “hi momma?” Will he realize what is going on? All the nerves of wanting him to want me come rushing in…why is it that I want him to miss me? Wouldn’t that mean it would be even harder for him to go stay with someone in the future if he knows what missing me is? I want him to be able to go stay with grandparents in the future and enjoy every second of it but at the same time, I want him to want me…as much as I want him…every second of every day!
I’m not sure my mom is going to know what to do without an almost 2 year old running around her house and wanting her undivided attention constantly in the days ahead. Dad told me that he isn’t sure Alex’s legs work anymore because my mom holds him constantly and knowing Alex, he’s at her legs saying, “hold me, hold me.” One thing I know for certain is that their water bill is going to be tripled…did I mention that Alex took a minimum of 2 baths every day? Mom and dad’s bath has fun lights that change colors and Alex can practically swim in it. Oh, and did I mention that he can watch Phineas and Ferb on the tv while he’s drinking his chocolate milk in the bathtub? Can anyone say spoiled? Not only did Alex enjoy multiple baths but my parents let him feed the birds, go on a carousel, play in the moving toys at the mall, visit with his cousin, Avery, and spend some very precious moments with both his great-grandmothers. I know he is too young to make memories but I am positive that my mom and dad have had some very special moments with him this week. I hope they can hold onto those forever!
So the time is nearing, Matt and I will be hitting the road to Tunica to be reunited with our little man. I know the moment will be special no matter what and I look forward to the many more times he will be visiting either set of grandparents in the future!
Coming up...REUNITED!!!
I sit with quiet tears rolling down my cheeks out of anticipation for the first time to see him. Will he run to me? Will he want to stay with G-mom and G-papa? Will he say, “hi momma?” Will he realize what is going on? All the nerves of wanting him to want me come rushing in…why is it that I want him to miss me? Wouldn’t that mean it would be even harder for him to go stay with someone in the future if he knows what missing me is? I want him to be able to go stay with grandparents in the future and enjoy every second of it but at the same time, I want him to want me…as much as I want him…every second of every day!
I’m not sure my mom is going to know what to do without an almost 2 year old running around her house and wanting her undivided attention constantly in the days ahead. Dad told me that he isn’t sure Alex’s legs work anymore because my mom holds him constantly and knowing Alex, he’s at her legs saying, “hold me, hold me.” One thing I know for certain is that their water bill is going to be tripled…did I mention that Alex took a minimum of 2 baths every day? Mom and dad’s bath has fun lights that change colors and Alex can practically swim in it. Oh, and did I mention that he can watch Phineas and Ferb on the tv while he’s drinking his chocolate milk in the bathtub? Can anyone say spoiled? Not only did Alex enjoy multiple baths but my parents let him feed the birds, go on a carousel, play in the moving toys at the mall, visit with his cousin, Avery, and spend some very precious moments with both his great-grandmothers. I know he is too young to make memories but I am positive that my mom and dad have had some very special moments with him this week. I hope they can hold onto those forever!
So the time is nearing, Matt and I will be hitting the road to Tunica to be reunited with our little man. I know the moment will be special no matter what and I look forward to the many more times he will be visiting either set of grandparents in the future!
Coming up...REUNITED!!!
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
The Drop Off...few days following
"Alex, are you ready to see G-mom and G-papa?" "me-mom, papa" "Yes, we are about to see them..."
Get out of the car, G-mom pokes her head out of the door, full speed ahead as Alex sprints off and into her arms...
We then spent about 30-45 minutes playing and delaying the inevitable. Alex ran on full go playing with G-mom and G-papa the whole time we were there. We decided around 10:00pm or so that we should make the 3.5 hr trip back to Cape. I asked Alex to come give me a hug and kiss and went straight over to G-mom, who then brought him over to me. He didn't want me to take him but gave me a big hug and kisses. I would have to say that this made things a lot easier even though there were plenty of tears on my part.
I cried on and off the whole way home but felt so good about him wanting to be with his G-mom! It was only a matter of about 20 minutes until I got the text..."he's asleep!" This gave me great calm as I knew he was comfortable enough with them to curl up and go to sleep with his large stuffed monkey.
Since the drop off, Alex has averaged atleast 2 baths/day. My parents have a bath tub with lights and a tv next to it...what 2 year old doesn't need a bubble bath, flashing lights, chocolate milk, and Phineas and Ferb? How will our bath tub ever live up to this? He is loving his time with my parents! I have spoken to him on the phone a little bit but he always seems too busy and having too much fun to waste time with us. We were able to skype for a few minutes one night which was a lot of fun! He kept saying, "momma, dada, momma, dada" over and over again! He loved seeing us and then would yell at Marley from time to time. Thank goodness for this type of technology!
We are a few days away from him coming home and I have missed him oh so much! I am very much looking forward to having him home but I know he is loving this time with my parents. One day he will be able to make many memories during his time with them as he gets older.
More to come for "The Return Home..."
Get out of the car, G-mom pokes her head out of the door, full speed ahead as Alex sprints off and into her arms...
We then spent about 30-45 minutes playing and delaying the inevitable. Alex ran on full go playing with G-mom and G-papa the whole time we were there. We decided around 10:00pm or so that we should make the 3.5 hr trip back to Cape. I asked Alex to come give me a hug and kiss and went straight over to G-mom, who then brought him over to me. He didn't want me to take him but gave me a big hug and kisses. I would have to say that this made things a lot easier even though there were plenty of tears on my part.
I cried on and off the whole way home but felt so good about him wanting to be with his G-mom! It was only a matter of about 20 minutes until I got the text..."he's asleep!" This gave me great calm as I knew he was comfortable enough with them to curl up and go to sleep with his large stuffed monkey.
Since the drop off, Alex has averaged atleast 2 baths/day. My parents have a bath tub with lights and a tv next to it...what 2 year old doesn't need a bubble bath, flashing lights, chocolate milk, and Phineas and Ferb? How will our bath tub ever live up to this? He is loving his time with my parents! I have spoken to him on the phone a little bit but he always seems too busy and having too much fun to waste time with us. We were able to skype for a few minutes one night which was a lot of fun! He kept saying, "momma, dada, momma, dada" over and over again! He loved seeing us and then would yell at Marley from time to time. Thank goodness for this type of technology!
We are a few days away from him coming home and I have missed him oh so much! I am very much looking forward to having him home but I know he is loving this time with my parents. One day he will be able to make many memories during his time with them as he gets older.
More to come for "The Return Home..."
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
Heavy heart yet so calm...the next 10 days!
Months ago..."you need to let me know some dates that we can keep Alex during your season" I reply: "ok, mom. Let me take a look at the calendar." A few weeks pass..."have you checked the calendar yet?" My reply: "not yet but I will." And a few more go by..."how about when you are gone the first 2 weeks of February?" Me: "ok, that sounds like a good plan."
As tomorrow approaches for us to drop Alex off with my parents, I think back to these multiple short but yet so full of emotion conversations. Is it that I don't trust my parents to keep him...NOT even a chance do I think that way. Is it that I worry he won't be loved on...YEAH right, he's going to be the most spoiled little boy when he returns. Is it that I just can't fathom being away from him for so long...YEP, that's it!!! I have done everything I can not to think about it but now the time is so near. I spent every second I could with him over the past few days and would just tear up every time I think about him leaving. How could someone so little have just a tight grip on my heart?
Tomorrow will be the test...can I leave him knowing it won't be for over a week until I see him again? My heart is both heavy and yet so calm at the same time! I will miss him more than he will ever know or understand but G-mom and G-papa will begin to make memories with him that they will be able to carry with them for the rest of their lives!
Updated posts to come...
As tomorrow approaches for us to drop Alex off with my parents, I think back to these multiple short but yet so full of emotion conversations. Is it that I don't trust my parents to keep him...NOT even a chance do I think that way. Is it that I worry he won't be loved on...YEAH right, he's going to be the most spoiled little boy when he returns. Is it that I just can't fathom being away from him for so long...YEP, that's it!!! I have done everything I can not to think about it but now the time is so near. I spent every second I could with him over the past few days and would just tear up every time I think about him leaving. How could someone so little have just a tight grip on my heart?
Tomorrow will be the test...can I leave him knowing it won't be for over a week until I see him again? My heart is both heavy and yet so calm at the same time! I will miss him more than he will ever know or understand but G-mom and G-papa will begin to make memories with him that they will be able to carry with them for the rest of their lives!
Updated posts to come...
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Christmas / New Year's / Life's Blessings
Christmas 2011 was spent in Georgia with Matt's family where we got to enjoy some amazing time with his grandma Elizabeth, mom, Bob, Lizzie, Joseph, and my precious nephew, JR! Alex and JR had a blast opening Christmas presents as it was an all day event for us. We would open a few then let the boys play for a while, then open a few more, then play and nap, then some more...you get the picture! It was a great time and just to keep from listing everything Alex got, we had to rent a suburban just so the toys would fit in the car to bring back to Missouri! Matt's step-sister, Laura, and her fiance, Kyle, also stopped by multiple times to watch the boys open presents and share in on all the fun!
New Year's brought a weekend of enjoyment with my family making the trip to Missouri. My mom, dad, sister, brother-in-law, and sweet little niece, Avery all made the hike from Louisiana so we could enjoy some time together. Unfortunately, my father was sick most of the weekend but made it upstairs to enjoy family time opening Christmas presents and watching the Auburn football game! Alex LOVED having his "me-mom" and G-papa here visiting as it made for a very difficult departure when they headed back home. Alex would not let go of my mom and him screaming for her to stay had us all in tears while they were trying to get on the road.
The family time during the holidays was a true blessing and we loved every second of it...it's hard to believe we are now headed into 2012! After some reflection of 2011, I feel that the year was full of so much goodness. God definitely shined His light on us and our family. As we head into 2012, it's hard not to look ahead without excitement as to what's to come:
1. I am getting ready to start season with my team and I am super excited about our talent and potential to climb in the rankings this year! We have a small team of 13 gymnasts but that doesn't measure the size of their hearts and determination. We are all working hard and making every effort possible to reach our goal of NCAA Regionals this season!
2. Welcoming a baby girl to make our family of 3 turn into a family of 4! Her name is Cameron Auburn Ewasko. We plan to call her Cameron which is Matt's grandmother's middle name that is passed down on her side of the family. It was very important for us to incorparate Auburn into her name because without Auburn in our lives, there would be no Alex nor Cameron nor US for that matter. Auburn is where Matt and I met and started the amazing journey of life together.
3. Matt has started a job at Capaha Bank. They are willing to work with him so that he is still able to enjoy coaching football at a local school this upcoming football season. He has received so many positive comments from parents he sees around the community and he LOVES being an influence and role model in the lives of these young men.
* I could go on and on but these are just a few of some of the large changes that I'm excited about in the upcoming months!
I look forward to keeping you updated...Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, and I wish you all a very blessed 2012!!!
New Year's brought a weekend of enjoyment with my family making the trip to Missouri. My mom, dad, sister, brother-in-law, and sweet little niece, Avery all made the hike from Louisiana so we could enjoy some time together. Unfortunately, my father was sick most of the weekend but made it upstairs to enjoy family time opening Christmas presents and watching the Auburn football game! Alex LOVED having his "me-mom" and G-papa here visiting as it made for a very difficult departure when they headed back home. Alex would not let go of my mom and him screaming for her to stay had us all in tears while they were trying to get on the road.
The family time during the holidays was a true blessing and we loved every second of it...it's hard to believe we are now headed into 2012! After some reflection of 2011, I feel that the year was full of so much goodness. God definitely shined His light on us and our family. As we head into 2012, it's hard not to look ahead without excitement as to what's to come:
1. I am getting ready to start season with my team and I am super excited about our talent and potential to climb in the rankings this year! We have a small team of 13 gymnasts but that doesn't measure the size of their hearts and determination. We are all working hard and making every effort possible to reach our goal of NCAA Regionals this season!
2. Welcoming a baby girl to make our family of 3 turn into a family of 4! Her name is Cameron Auburn Ewasko. We plan to call her Cameron which is Matt's grandmother's middle name that is passed down on her side of the family. It was very important for us to incorparate Auburn into her name because without Auburn in our lives, there would be no Alex nor Cameron nor US for that matter. Auburn is where Matt and I met and started the amazing journey of life together.
3. Matt has started a job at Capaha Bank. They are willing to work with him so that he is still able to enjoy coaching football at a local school this upcoming football season. He has received so many positive comments from parents he sees around the community and he LOVES being an influence and role model in the lives of these young men.
* I could go on and on but these are just a few of some of the large changes that I'm excited about in the upcoming months!
I look forward to keeping you updated...Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, and I wish you all a very blessed 2012!!!
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